Was discussing this with my friend over lunch recently. She brought up my incessant drinking and minor blackout incidents (by blackout I mean I don't quite remember what exactly I did the last night). I have no idea why I'm doing this. I seem to be going through a downward spiral that is worrying me slightly. I mean I usually drink myself silly, but I usually spaced this quite far apart (usually 2 weeks). Now its every weekend, sometimes twice a week.
Could this be depression brought about by loneliness and to some extent horniness (hope I spelt this right). I think it might be connected to my excessive drinking and general lack of control.
Hopefully this is gonna stop soon, cos my liver can't take this repeated abuse.
Peace.
Talking about freedom and revolution. I'd rather be sleeping though.
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